2010. Hopefully it will be a better year for me and for everyone else. Can i exclude some in my "
everyone else" list?
Last night, went out with Eddy and Vino. That's where all the truth colours of you you you and you came out. Kindda shock hearing all this kindda news. But i accept with full of calmness.
Some people - close friends - only know how I went through in the year of 2009.
Kindda sucks. Not kindda, but full of shytty stuffs around me. That was beginning of 2009.
Now i know why the phrase "
don't judge a book by its cover " is true. It is seriously true.
They might look innocents but actually they are worst than u could imagine.
Well, i don't learn how to forgive and forget.
Blame me blame my mom. But trust me,
THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE. THEY WILL NEVER LEARN.
How stupid was I when i forgive and forget them once. Or maybe twice.
But the thing is they still wanna lie. That's where i don't understand. I dont get it.
Sick of giving chances. I rather pull back, sit down and watch people calling you slut whore or whatever.
Can you imagine, when i'm already moved on, all this kindda people trying to pull me back asking me to stick with them.
HOW YOU WANT ME TO STICK WITH YOU WHEN YOU"RE 3 IN 1 RELATIONSHIP AT THE SAME TIME.Hellooooo.. I'm not dumb I'm not stupid.
I think they deserve one tight slap on each of their faces.
Just stay away from my life and get a life. Don't be so childish bumming around.
I don't wanna admit that I used to be close with them. Can I? Because i damn regret to know them.
But my life is way much much better now. Thanks to my GF's. And yes him him and him.
They really light up my life. Guide me whenever i'm lost.
I think i fall in love with his big gang. LOL.
They put a smile on my face, at least.
And i'm in love with someone in the mid of 2009 till now.
Hope everything will turn out a better place for me ahead starting from now on.
Here goes my 2010 resolution :
- Going to start my study soon. Hopefully I can maintain an A student for my uni.
- More income coming in. As in open business or part time jobs will helps.
- Strengthen my friendship between my loverbabes and me.
- Find more older friends. hehehe
- Not gonna be a wild child anymore.
- Slow down on drinking and partying. Even shopping, as my dad gonna cut down my allowance. Sigh
- Hopefully still my mom's favourite daughter of all time.
- Lose weight. This is a must.
- Exercise more often.
- Spend more quality time with family.
- Find a stabil guy. tehee. ;)
Pray for me.
Pray for your loved ones.
Pray for happiness.
Pray for peaceful and joyful.
More and more Love,
Julie Jules