Win or lose I can't have everything.

I dont know how it end up with shit.
Fixed everything, but the more i fix the worst it turned to.
Should i act dumb and ignore everything?

I learn something new today. Never doubt your first choice. Because the first choice is the 1 which comes out with the best result.
Really.
It happened a lot of times to me.

To the person that i almost fall in love,
I just wanna say I wanna end up everything with you.
Every time, things did not turn the way it suppose to be.
I treated you as my friend same like others but in the end you treated me the other way round.
I'm really tired with your game. And this is not fishing game that u always do every evening.
I cried today. I cried while i was eating. Tears just don't wanna stop running through my cheeks.
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Losing you is a pain to me. Temporary pain. Slowly it will disappear.
So don't think i can't get over you forever because you're just one of the fishes in the sea.
I would rather hurt you than hurt myself.
Everyday i start to realize that I'm very stressful just because you're by my side.
So please stay away cause im very tired.
I look you no more i love you no more.
Once u put me in very hard situation. You hanged me.
Try to put yourself in my shoes. And tell me how would you feel?
I know somehow someday you'll read this.
This is the only way i can tell you how i feel.
How worst person you can be I don't know. But i already feel the worst part of you. Maybe there's more. But I dont wanna feel it anymore.
Enough is enough.
Im walking away.

I believe one day you'll change.
I still have faith in you.
Let our dreams left behind.
There's nothing else to say but goodbye.

Entertainment City.

Genting Highland the entertainment city. I mean full of entertainments. Even the whether there is still an entertainment for me.

Reached there around 6pm. I was so regret. I've wasted half day. :(
This is all because of the guys. pfffftttt
But in anyways, we still get our feets there safely. Thanks Eddy.
The fog was so thick until we can't see a shyt. Seriously. And it was freaking cold.
Shanti and Pik Yee was wearing shorts and me, wearing lace leggings. =.=* Great right?

We didn't manage to play outdoor games as they close at 8pm. So we entertained ourself only at indoor section. Not much time to play every single ride or game. But we did manage to play the most famous games there. Luckily.

It was a great outings for five of us. Another trip for sho!

Sungguh bergaya!

Stairway to heaven. So fairytale

Still short! hahahaha

Queue-ing for 3D thingy

The 3D was not bad

3 musketeers

So called ghost house.

Pik Yee wanted to go back home so badly this time. hehe

Hey pumpkin man

This is cute!

My no 1 dimsum pau ever.
Custard Pau.

TICKETS like the old days.

Jackpot.

Photobooth.

I know them who standing behind us.

@ starbucks for last drink.

Reached ss2 for MURNI.
The best place ever.
My roti daging. :)

More&moreLove,
Julie Jules

Eddy's Biggy Day part 2

Spent a week in KL with Shanti and Pik Yee with the guys.
Don't know what the hell we're doing in KL for a week. It was like we got no house or family in Ipoh. hehehe.
Anyhow, came down to KL just for Eddy's birthday.

Celebrated his birthday at TGIF on his birthday eve. Surprisingly, someone came down. Someone that Eddy will cherish her in his life. She's the only one who can gave Eddy a BIG BIG smile. Can't mention who. But thanks to her. :))

We had dinner there. My god, the food came in a big portion which i totally forgot. Plus we're all drank wine &&& I have to down for Pik Yee and Shanti as well as they easily turn red even a sip. hehehe.

Eddy you should be lucky alot ppl sayang you okay.

Eddy's house mate are cute right?

Can't munch anymore. So i was playing with the food.

TGIF tradition.
Every birthday celebration they join as well.
So coool and happening.

Chocolate cake from Secret Recipe.
I ate a quarter i think. hehehe

Anyone wanna lick his cheek?

xoxo,
Julie Jules

Goodbye Shyt.

2010. Hopefully it will be a better year for me and for everyone else. Can i exclude some in my "everyone else" list?

Last night, went out with Eddy and Vino. That's where all the truth colours of you you you and you came out. Kindda shock hearing all this kindda news. But i accept with full of calmness.

Some people - close friends - only know how I went through in the year of 2009.
Kindda sucks. Not kindda, but full of shytty stuffs around me. That was beginning of 2009.
Now i know why the phrase " don't judge a book by its cover " is true. It is seriously true.
They might look innocents but actually they are worst than u could imagine.

Well, i don't learn how to forgive and forget.
Blame me blame my mom. But trust me, THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE. THEY WILL NEVER LEARN.


How stupid was I when i forgive and forget them once. Or maybe twice.
But the thing is they still wanna lie. That's where i don't understand. I dont get it.
Sick of giving chances. I rather pull back, sit down and watch people calling you slut whore or whatever.

Can you imagine, when i'm already moved on, all this kindda people trying to pull me back asking me to stick with them.

HOW YOU WANT ME TO STICK WITH YOU WHEN YOU"RE 3 IN 1 RELATIONSHIP AT THE SAME TIME.
Hellooooo.. I'm not dumb I'm not stupid.
I think they deserve one tight slap on each of their faces.
Just stay away from my life and get a life. Don't be so childish bumming around.

I don't wanna admit that I used to be close with them. Can I? Because i damn regret to know them.

But my life is way much much better now. Thanks to my GF's. And yes him him and him.
They really light up my life. Guide me whenever i'm lost.

I think i fall in love with his big gang. LOL.

They put a smile on my face, at least.

And i'm in love with someone in the mid of 2009 till now.

Hope everything will turn out a better place for me ahead starting from now on.

Here goes my 2010 resolution :

• Going to start my study soon. Hopefully I can maintain an A student for my uni.
• More income coming in. As in open business or part time jobs will helps.
• Strengthen my friendship between my loverbabes and me.
• Find more older friends. hehehe
• Not gonna be a wild child anymore.
  
• Slow down on drinking and partying. Even shopping, as my dad gonna cut down my allowance. Sigh
  
• Hopefully still my mom's favourite daughter of all time.
• Lose weight. This is a must.
• Exercise more often.
  
• Spend more quality time with family.
• Find a stabil guy. tehee. ;)

Pray for me.
Pray for your loved ones.
Pray for happiness.
Pray for peaceful and joyful.

More and more Love,
Julie Jules