To you I love

Today I got a sudden call from someone. Someone that I cherish the most after my mother. He was telling me that he can't get rid me out of his mind, eventho we can't be together but the feeling is so strong wherever he goes my shadow will be following him and he did say that he still feel guilty to talk to other girls. That's what he said. Thanks for the conversation thanks for the call. It really makes me feel so much better.

I can't lie to myself that I don't love you anymore. Time really taught me how to be more matured person how to move on and how to live. I'm so sorry that I've to let you go. Not to say I got someone else. It's hard for me to be with you after what had happened. Don't think that I'm happy with this kindda situation it just that I can't show to you how much I love you how much I miss you how much I want you and how much I need you. Don't say that I stop loving you already. No.. I swear I love you. Yes I do. I still do. And I'll always do.

I can't forget all the crazy shhh.. we used to do
You was doing too much
I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends are saying
You got a man anyway
I can't explain it neither
I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya
When I see ya I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she kiss you on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
Does she call you in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss him and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug him and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away