Good Luck Girls

Sometimes i'd been thinking what am I suppose to do at home if I don't go out Yum Cha with friends or whoever. My mom keep on asking me to stay at home dont go out, it is so risky to go out at night for girls, don't this and that. SIGHhhhhhhhh..

At least one of the benefits of staying at home is to keep in touch with my girls that having a hard time studying for their finals. Well what do u expect from smart student straight A's student. BOOKWORM. hahaahahha. No time to party for them and for me.

It's been 2 weeks since the last time I saw them. I MISS YOU GUYS so much.

Shanti don't mad at me for uploading stupid photos.

Vivian with her stressful face.

Goodluck for your finals girls. Will be waiting for you both in Ipoh.

xx

Can't smile without you

Friendship isn't always easily to described. Close friend, Best friend, Childhood friend, Intimate friend, Trusted Friend, Beloved friend. Friends are special people. Our friends, in a very real of sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

So with all the love i have in my heart today, i want to express to you that these feelings I want to stay.









Don't walk in front of me i may not follow, don't walk behind me i may not lead,
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

Evening drive to KL

Unexpected plan from mom. I was suppose to go down to KL with a friend to meet Eddy Vino all. But end up I have to accompany mom to send my sister there. Sigh.

But whatever it is family will always be the first priority for me.

Stuck at the highway for half an hour. The traffic was so bad. I dont know why must they repair the road on Sunday - busiest day on highway. So they closed the road for half an hour near Tapah as they have to open another lane opposite. Sigh. What a day man!

But at least im enjoying my journey spending time with mom telling jokes in the car. And besides that, we camwhore for awhile. LOL

baby ANNUM :)

Annum is soooo cute. x)

xx

Sunday Funday

When all the girls are heartache-ing, the best thing to do is gather all the girls have a nice a dinner and talk. We dont talk bombs. We dont gossips. But we let it out everything from the bottom of our hearts. Heart-to-heart talk thats what we do!

Are we too loyal to the guys? Or are we too nice to them?
How to makes a man to stop all the bullshits?
We have to sit down and wait for the truth to reveal?
It was so sucks to be when we the only one trying to hold the relationship alive.
They give us one reason to stay with them and yes we did stay with them till very the end.
Tell me what should i do when it all fall aparts.
Even the blind could see how loyal was i.

julie/shanti/karen/ashleigh

helen/julie/fibs/shanti

Well, thanks to the girls. Never once we don't hold each other back. Forever loverbabes.

xx

heartache

Damn I can't believe this that you could lie to me
Say that you still feel me but you kill me not physically but emotionally
Where I take longer to heal
How could it be the end when i thought we'd just begun.
In which I love you more everyday
Brighter than glow
But that was so yesterday's feeling
I am hurting so deeply, it's beyond all words

But I allow it, understand it.. get to know the whys behind it and then eventually let it go and move on.

LAYZEE

L.A.Z.Y

To you I love

Today I got a sudden call from someone. Someone that I cherish the most after my mother. He was telling me that he can't get rid me out of his mind, eventho we can't be together but the feeling is so strong wherever he goes my shadow will be following him and he did say that he still feel guilty to talk to other girls. That's what he said. Thanks for the conversation thanks for the call. It really makes me feel so much better.

I can't lie to myself that I don't love you anymore. Time really taught me how to be more matured person how to move on and how to live. I'm so sorry that I've to let you go. Not to say I got someone else. It's hard for me to be with you after what had happened. Don't think that I'm happy with this kindda situation it just that I can't show to you how much I love you how much I miss you how much I want you and how much I need you. Don't say that I stop loving you already. No.. I swear I love you. Yes I do. I still do. And I'll always do.

I can't forget all the crazy shhh.. we used to do
You was doing too much
I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends are saying
You got a man anyway
I can't explain it neither
I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya
When I see ya I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she kiss you on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
Does she call you in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss him and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug him and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away